Prom 2014

So Prom was yesterday...:)
It was pretty fun:), not going to lie.
Our day was spent meeting up at the Tulip Festival,
Then walking around for a couple of hours,
looking at all of the perdy flowers and the inconsiderate fish!
Then Josh Johnson pulled out a HUGE thing of sandwiches and Myron had Soda,
We then sat in the shade and feasted on our picnic while enjoying the ambiance of flowers.
Me and Ryan stayed a little bit longer to talk, and by doing so: We got sunburned:P

Later after hair, make-up, and dress alterations (so annoying),
We made it to Myron's house for dinner:)
We chilled there for awhile waiting for 8 o'clock to roll around so we could leave
[[because we are obviously not going to show up on time:)]]

Slowly we made it to the dance and danced our little hearts out:)
Ok, well not really...we sat on the side and "people-watched" a whole lot and really only danced the slow songs haha.
But it was fun nonetheless.

Then after the dance we went to my house and talked for a long time.
Twas a lovely night, with a lovely boy:)

Here are some pictures:

Just a silly picture of me and my dress:)

Me putting the flower-thingy on Ryan

A nice, normal picture

Me giving my mom attitude for taking so many pictures (sorry about the "over-editing")

Finals...Gah.

So...finals are coming up....fast...
Papers keep coming.
Stress keeps building.
Anger keeps boiling inside.
Sleep keeps disappearing.
Yay...

Ironic Isn't It?

Ironic how we complain about something,
Expecting it to change, but knowing it can't,
Then when it doesn't change,
We get upset and start complaining about it again.

It seems to be a never ending cycle of stupidity.
Awesome.

Free?

I have had this serious urge to just clean up everything.
Yesterday I went through my Facebook friends list and...
Tada!! I only have 84 friends on Facebook now,
and honestly, most of them are family:)

And the past few days, I've spent 8 or so hours decluttering my room.
I have a big trash bag just full of crap that I don't need/want anymore.
My closet is really empty now too.
I used to have 2 huge boxes full of crap...and now I don't have any boxes:)
I used to have things covering my desk and shelves,
but now they only have a few things here and there:)
Huzzah!!

I feel slightly free from so much crap.
as weird as it sounds, it's just nice:)

Toxic

Toxic: 

acting as or having the effect of a poison; poisonous: a toxic drug.

This could be anything.
People, things, places.

But if you so desire,
you can remove that toxin from your life.
If it tries to pry itself back into your life,
be strong and don't allow it to come creeping back in.

If I Could, Then I Would

Oh mistakes:)
Hint to you all:

DON'T LET YOUR SUBCONSCIOUS TEXT FOR YOU.

It sucks.
Way bad.
Haha, but no matter.

I am loving the weather.
I can just sit on my bed with the window wide open to let some fresh air into my bedroom,
without freezing my butt off:)
I can drive around with my windows down,
I can go to school without a jacket now,
I can start wearing other things besides pants,
((although I already wore skirts a lot before))
And the best thing:
I can get my "feel good" sunshine rays naturally,
versus using my "happy light" ((but it worked well when I used it during winter:)))

I still love cloudy days where the sun doesn't shine,
and the clouds make shapes across the sky as rain is released from them,
and the puddles form everywhere,
but every so often, the sun's bright light,
and clear blue skies, and warmth
can be quite comforting:)

Another thought I had today as I was walking across campus...
I have decided to change "grumpy day" soundtrack.
I usually listen to Pandora when I need fresh music,
and I started today off by listen to my hard music because I wasn't too happy.
But as I was starting to walk to my class,
I decided to make a "LDS Hymns of Worship" station.
Rather than making me remember all of the reasons why I was upset,
making me even more down and angry,
it made me think of things that actually matter.
It made me think of the Savior and how I can turn to him to comfort me,
It made me look around and see others as Children of God
and it made me happy:)

It is now my new favorite way to "de-tox" from things I don't need to worry about it.

Try it. It's great:)

haha. and the part that made me the happiest inside,
I was walking around the hallway with my headphones in,
and no one would have ever guessed that I was listening to church music:)

Meh.

I give up:)
Haha. Mmm.
Once again, Yes? No? Maybe?
We will see how this goes sometimes soon:)

Yes? No? Maybe?

Ugh.
Stress:

• Friends
• School
• Family
• Church
• Work

Not Stress (sometimes):

• Coding
• Painting
• Cleaning
• Sleeping
• Listening to Music

Lots of decisions to make this semester.

Switch jobs? Which school?

Forgive that person? Don't?

Pretend smile or show how I feel?

Sleep or Study?

Be mad or cry instead?

Give up or keep trying?

Care or turn into a heartless monster (more than I already am)?

 ^^Just to be a drama queen for a small moment:)

Painting:)

I've been enjoying myself the past few weeks:)

I am not as amazing as you would think.

I'm one of those dumb, lame people who trace then paint.

But on the Wall-E and Eve one, I actually didn't trace as much:)

Most of it was free hand:)

So I'm slowly working on things:)

:D

I found this while I was listening to Pandora the other day.
I knew it was a good song already by itself, but dang...
The acoustic version...gah:):)

This is one of the first songs I put on when I need a good song:)
Well...it's sad yet...meh. I don't know:)

New Year's Party!!

Despite past New Year's Eve traditions,
I decided to do something crazy this year!
I went up to Salt Lake City with Chris Vizcardo and Steve Ramos and partied:)
We went to an improv show for a hilarious 45 minute show,
Gotta party with Steve and his band, Jupiter Suit
Walked around Temple Square and looked the lights
Also listening to Joshua Creek in the Tabernacle
Played in a room full of big beach balls (basically just hitting each other with them:))
Danced with Hula Hoops that were glow in the dark!!
And finally ended the night with Smallpools and a countdown for the new year!!
Well, I guess the day officially ended with Fireworks, but ya know:)

It was a great way to end 2013 and a good beginning to 2014:)
Thanks guys:)!!

Perfectionism

Gah!!!
I hate being a perfectionist!!!
I have a perfectly good piece of work and I made a single mistake that is permanent...
It took me around 7-8 hours to get to this point...
But I want to freakin start over just because it isn't right!!!!!!
I HATE GLITTER!!!