**Christmas**

$10.
So hard to decide what to buy from iTunes...
Especially when I have Miss Kaitlin Carlisle as a friend.
She is introducing me to so many good songs recently...

Christmas was absolutely Fantastic though!
I couldn't have asked for a better day!!

I got to spend it with my WHOLE family--Elisha Included!
I was so blessed to have Shelby with me too. She was gratefully not in the hospital again!
And I was able to receive so much love from my parents.
I love Christmas!!

Party Like it's the End of the World!!

OK.

So the world DIDN'T end today,
BUT,
I still partied it up yesterday as if it were going to!
Me, Tressa, Kaitlin, and Trevor had such a blast:)!
We had scones,
went to the mall,
rode a carousel,
 a roller coaster simulator,
a hurricane simulator,
photo bombed a photo booth photo;),
played at Walmart,
Visited our poor Bethany after she got her wisdom teeth out,
played with Kindergarten chillins,
slept at Tressa's while watching Elf and eating pizza,
failed at doorbell ditching a present at a house...haha,
and played Smash Bros at Kaitlin's after "torturing" her cat:)!
Oh ya, and we also fell asleep at Kaitlin's by the fire:)!!!

Crazy day:)
If I were to Die today, I'd feel accomplished:)
I love my Friends:)

Notebook

Last year,
I was a very "keep-to-myself" type of person.
I had this red notebook that I took to school with me.
I had a single black sharpie.
Throughout the course of 5-6 months,
I wrote and drew pictures describing everything that I was thinking in code.
Yesterday when I was cleaning my room,
I found it.
I took a moment to re-read everything that I had written.
Through reliving the experiences I described,
It made me realize how lucky I am today.

In contrast to how I am doing today,
I am better off.
However; I did make a few good points in my notebook.
When you go through hard, trying times, you usually come out a better person than you were going into them.

I read my thoughts and it makes me so happy that I know what I am doing for the most part.

I love that notebook:)

Winter Formal

The Winter dance was fantastic:)
I went with this guy: Aarron Rasmussen:)
He is such a sweetie pie!
He held all the doors, kept me warm at the Riverwoods,
bought me dinner,
Danced very--ungracefully--at the dance;)
And drove me home!











Well, That's what you would expect right?
Well, he just made it a lot better!
Me and him are really good friends so I was excited when he asked me with this cute lil' heart:
I was happy:)

Yes, he is sorta a geek,
Just cause he went to RadioShack and bought an LED heart and took the time to put it together with his little geeky instruments:)

He is a peach though:):)

Thanks Aarron:)!!

Oh Baby.

Let's be friends, he said
It'll work out, he said.

Well NEWS FLASH.
It ain't working for me.
I get it.
I don't want to face the facts,
But I will.

Ugh.
I am happy yet oh so sad at the same time.
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This expresses my feelings.
Just a lot actually.
I don't think it is worth it anymore.
He is so confusing.
I like him. I don't. I do. I don't.
It's a neverending cycle.

Hmm. Great. I thought things were getting better....:(

Bi-Polar Much??

I hate this.
I am super happy one day,
Then I get on the Dreaded FACEBOOK,
and My whole attitude is ruined :P
Gross.
Of course you text multiple people about it.
Of course it's gonna bug me especially when it is THAT PERSON.
Argh.
What an idiot I am for thinking this could work.

And Then It Wasn't

Today I decided to let go.
Let go of EVERYTHING.
Today I decided to be happy.
Happy at nothing in particular.

And you know what.
Today was amazing:)

Be Smart.

Someone is looking up to you, Don't let that person down.

I really do enjoy Pinterest.
Just a lot.
I get on,
Look at the art, photography, and quotes.
I love the quotes.
I haven't been the happiest lately.
But whenever I get on and read some of the wonderful quotes.
It makes me feel so happy and proud to be me!
I don't want to let anyone down.
Be smart and move on.
Don't hold on to what might've been. 

Offended?

We talked about not being offended in Seminary today.
I got a few good quotes of out it:

He who takes offense when no offense is intended is a fool, and he who takes offense when offense is intended is a greater fool

 

Whenever anyone has offended me, I try to raise my soul so high that the offense cannot reach it. 

 

How sweet huh?
Now I just need to remember this the next time I could possible be offended... 

If You're Troubled and Hurt

My Chemical Romance:)

They are my drug to music:)
Plus the main singer is sorta hawt;)

Pointers.

I was on Pinterest looking at some things when I came across this article.

Through a Rapist's Eyes.

I know it sounds creepy, but it actually gives really good pointers on how to stay safe.
We don't have the same dangers as other states do, but I feel it is worth reading.
I read it and I realized that I need to change some of my habits.
You may find it useful too.
Let's all just avoid anything that we could possibly get hurt doing.
Thanks Guys:):) 

Talking. Just Talking.

Last night,
I went on a TALKING date.
It was with this really cool guy: Jordan Bayley.
He is a really nifty kid who actually gets people.
We talked for about 3 1/2 hours straight.
Just us two. No one else.
It was amazing!

Then I went to another group of people.

It involved food poisoning,

Killing each other with pillows.

Drinking Fresca,

Having burping contest,

and foosball.

It was a blast:)

Last Night, was the BEST:)

Hardly any drama for once:)