Oh Boy.

Found out I failed my Math Final. 110/200:(
I now will receive my first C ever.
I know that's hardly anything to complain about, but it's a big deal to me....
I got all of my papers turned in today,
My Senior Kid showed me what he looked like in Spandex....[Don't ask me why]
I found out that my Physics teacher must really like me or something 'cause he gave me full credit on assignment I didn't really finish.....(Creepy much? JK, He's cool)
I failed my History test too 'cause I was super stupid and I didn't study this weekend.
Instead of doing all of my homework Saturday I hung out with some lovely people:)
I get distracted very easily, and I am annoyed with a lot of people.
Me and Tressa decided that today was one of those, "I want to Kill the World" days!!!
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So story of yesterday.
I hate guys even more.
There's this.....Guy, k?
Here's some background:
His name is Mike.
He is one of those bad boy types who doesn't have a lot of friends.
Well I talk with him a lot and we talk on Facebook a lot.
Following me so far?
Well I got on Facebook yesterday and He asked for my number, so I gave it to him.
he started texting me and getting all cute.....I won't put the whole conversation in but here is a lot of it:
(We started talking about the Eclipse yesterday)
My glasses weren't stron enough I hope my eyes get better. Otherwise I can't look at cute girsl ;)
Oh yes because that is your favorite hobby;)
I practice every day in student success ;)
Oh you look at Gabbie? How cute;)
I'm too lazy to turn my head. Luckily, there's a cute girl right in front of me ;)
Oh:) Thanks:) thats good to know:)
Btw gabbie's only a friend to me. Plus there's cuter girls around ;)
Oh I know. No need to clarify. No wonder why you might leave school next year. With so many girls around how on earth do you concentrate? ;)
Well there's this one girl...And she's really cute... And a really good friend...I might not leave cuz I'll be leaving her...;) I think I might like her... (as more than friends)
[Then I didn't reply for quite a while....then.....]
I mean you.

Ya. Well. Don't know what to say. Yup.....That's un update on my love life.
Nothing special.
See ya!

you know you're a teenager when you...

have random mood swings.
blow up over tiny things.
get depressed over nothing.
feel that the world hates you.
feel that you have no friends, but then the next day you do.
think no one likes you.
don't feel important.
feel like you are people's "second choice".
want to murder someone.
blame everything on hormones.
just don't care, but REALLY you do.
do the randomest things with no care in the world of how stupid people may think you are.
try so hard to get a job and end up working fast food.
dance like no one's watching.
HATE boys, but then love them.
want to go on dates, but are too lazy to do anything.
don't do your homework and surf the web instead.
have an empty wallet.
earn money by mowing lawns.
want to go shopping--^even though you are broke.
text for the sake of texting.
go on long walks and talk with your best friend.

Plus soo many other things.
Darn teenageritis.
I don't want to be a teenager, but I do, but I don't.
It's too hard to decide.
I just want to graduate and actually begin my life.

prom

Oh,
ain't it lovely.
It is that wonderful time of year again.
Girls becoming giddy around their friends when that CERTIAN boy walks by,
boys scratching their heads, coming up with ideas to ask girls with.
Later girls are surprised to find little goodies in their lockers.
Excited they run and tell their friends.
Now they have to decide between not only two but THREE different boys.
...
Oh the joys of Prom season.
don't ya just love it.
I know I don't;)
Silly boys:):):)

Fall Break

So far so good:)

Last night I went to this BYU chemistry show with

Sabrina, Jess, Bradan, and Jordan.

And guess who we run into while we are there?!

None other than Tanner Durfee!

it was pretty grand:)

Then we went back to Jessica's and played Wii

and watched the Little Rascals:)

Tonight its Haunted Forest with friends,

and tomorrow Erin and Arianna's birthday party:)

AHH this weekend is gonna be pretty grand.

Plus Tanner might go to the mall with Sabrina and I on Saturday!

thoughts.

Can you beleive that I'm going to be turning sixteen in a few weeks?!

I feel so old:)

But I just don't know what to expect....

I'm not gonna freak out about it,

but you can't help but day dream about....boys;)

what else do girls do on their free time haha!

Oh well:)

When I turn sixteen I will just have to see how it goes.

Random and I'm just gonna say this...

I just finished reading the book

Diary of a Teenage Girl: Becoming Me

and it has a really good point in it.

The main girl, Caitlin O'Conner, made a vow...

so, I'm just gonna make my own vow here:

ON THIS DAY, OCTOBER 18, 2011

I'M GOING TO REFRAIN FROM DOING IT WITH ANYONE

BEFORE I AM MARRIED. AND I WILL NEVER FORGET IT.

Yep:) I've already made my mind up a long time ago,

but it still feels nice to write it out.

You should do it too, it feels nice:)

Just like making up your mind before hand on drugs or rated R movies.

Life:)

Happy or Sad day?

Well, just stuff....:/

Texting Chris about stuff...

Still trying to fit in at school:(

Trying to stay in contact with OLD friends,

Not working out TOO WELL.

*****Still working a little bit*****

Hmph.

Spun a saber for the FIRST time today,

In like what......

3 MONTHS!!

Ya, I think my hands hurt, even with gloves on.

Hehe, Flipping through my IPOD, getting sick of my music.

Oh yes, Sweetly, Maddie helped me with Homework Tuesday,

Spencer Wright, was also a sweetie,

And he called me because he was bored:)

It made me happy:)

 *Sniff sniff*

The song I just listened to,

Ended by saying...Good bye.

Tiny bit of a pity party moment,

Losing friends, IS NOT A GOOD FEELING.

Attempting to make new friends to no avail,

Is heart breaking,

Hearing about things that your not invited to,

About all of your "friends"

Is a little depressing,

But who's COMPLAINING?!

not me.

Just kidding, maybe a little....

But hey, seeing everybody at Heather and Janelle's party Saturday,

MADE MY DAY:)

But also just put some thoughts into my head.

Just smiling and being happy:/