Silence.

I drove home today with the windows down,
wind blowing through my hair,
arm out the window,
but guess what...
I didn't have any music playing...!!!!

And guess what is even crazier?
I actually LOVED it:)
It was nice to be able to just hear the wind,
focus on the light around me,
listen to the silent hum of cars as they drove past,
Mmm:)
Very relaxing and very therapeutic.

You should try it:)

Meh.

I give up:)
Haha. Mmm.
Once again, Yes? No? Maybe?
We will see how this goes sometimes soon:)

More Thoughts.

I was thinking about Prom for a dumb reason...
and so I was clicking back through to look at my post,
and I found one more that I loved and relate to a lot right now.
It was in March of last year but reading it, it is me right now:)
blech.
Anyway, no more thoughts:)

Me + Pinterest = DEATH?

So I was looking through some old Pinterest boards...

I opened up the one that I titled "Totally Me."

And dang...it's good looking back.

It reminds me of times in the past and times still present that apply to me.

So here are just some things that I had in there that represent me,

whether they be good or bad...

Yup. Those are what I decided to put.

I could easily throw in some quirky stuff, but I feel like those^^

Tired

Hmph.
I'm tired.
Oh so terribly tired.
Mostly of everything.
I just want to sleep:)
Go off into a dream world where I can be what I want.
I can be with who I wish,
I can see what I want to see,
I can do what I want to do:)

Hmm.
Doesn't that just sound so much better than going to school?
Forcing me to be with people :p?
Mmhmm:)
Most definitely:)

and just a thought just because :P

Yes? No? Maybe?

Ugh.
Stress:

• Friends
• School
• Family
• Church
• Work

Not Stress (sometimes):

• Coding
• Painting
• Cleaning
• Sleeping
• Listening to Music

Lots of decisions to make this semester.

Switch jobs? Which school?

Forgive that person? Don't?

Pretend smile or show how I feel?

Sleep or Study?

Be mad or cry instead?

Give up or keep trying?

Care or turn into a heartless monster (more than I already am)?

 ^^Just to be a drama queen for a small moment:)

Painting:)

I've been enjoying myself the past few weeks:)

I am not as amazing as you would think.

I'm one of those dumb, lame people who trace then paint.

But on the Wall-E and Eve one, I actually didn't trace as much:)

Most of it was free hand:)

So I'm slowly working on things:)

Valentine's Day:)

Well,
Nothing special really happened..But I don't care:)
I took care of my family so my parent's could go have fun,
Most of the time I was at my house, blasting love songs, DANCING:)
My dog thought I was a little bit crazy:) haha.
I did a few small heart attacks for my family for their rooms
((Which took awhile to cut out:)))
//Aarron is making fun of my typing...I can't type now...Gah.
//still watching Frozen:) Fun stuff.
I then came over to Shawn's house and we are just chilling:)
//Frozen for the......16th/17th time? :)

I "found" a "quote" about Valentine's Day:)

On this Valentine's Day, if you don't have a boyfriend or a girlfriend, it doesn't matter. This holiday is about love. Love is all around you and it doesn't mean it has to be directed towards a single person. You love your dog, your friends, your family, so focus your attention and energy on them. And if you don't do that, focus on loving yourself. You have to live with yourself 24/7 so loving yourself is imperative. So on this Valentine's Day, don't wallow in self pity over that one person you don't have and focus your attention on the people that you do.

I like it:)
Enjoy your day of love:)
Love you all:)

:D

I found this while I was listening to Pandora the other day.
I knew it was a good song already by itself, but dang...
The acoustic version...gah:):)

This is one of the first songs I put on when I need a good song:)
Well...it's sad yet...meh. I don't know:)

Family, In October 2013:)

Just the family pictures we took back in October of last year:)

I just barely found the disk and Looked at them and...dang...

We look good:)

Oh Yay:)

Coding:)
Gah!!!!
I am falling in love with it:):)

Just a good song for you in this great day:)!!!