Ironic Isn't It?

Ironic how we complain about something,
Expecting it to change, but knowing it can't,
Then when it doesn't change,
We get upset and start complaining about it again.

It seems to be a never ending cycle of stupidity.
Awesome.

Haha.

Ya.
I am going to complain for like.......this whole post.
It will be about nothing really.
Just me and stuff:)
Here it goes.
I hate seeing the guy you like go out with one of your friends.
It makes me sad when you see another guy you got your hopes up for make out with one of your REALLY good friends.
I hate it when that guy gets your hopes up, but ends up failing you.
I hate it when the one person you actually care about gets super sick [;)]
And It bugs me when nothing can seem to go right.
But hey!
Just like my blog is titled: Life Will Go On.
So there is nothing for me to complain about.
Not a single thing.
Complaining session: OVER.
Case Closed.
That's the last you will hear about that special boy....:S

P.S.

P.S.

I HATE boys:)

Enough said in my mind.

Can't they all just like NOT be jerks.

or well,

like NOT get into dumb relationships and STILL

sit there and FLIRT with us.

Thanks boys.

I really don't like you.

I just need a break and I want to punch certain boys.

Yep.

Thanks.

WHOOSH.

BOYS ARE NOW........

GONE.

[if only it were that easy......]

Oh yes.

Certain BOYS just need to move on and get it over with.

Many who know a CERTIAN girls drama would know.

He just needs to get it over with.

No more time for waiting.

Just rip the band-aid off. No need to keep it on.

{{ew. kinda a gross analogy}}

But seriously!! We talked about it Thursday.

And guess what.

You STILL haven't done it.

Bah Humbug!!!!

Oh yes,

 and another side note for boys,

PLEASE don't lead girls on.

We take things more seriously than you realize,

so when you give us false hope,

We DON'T appreciate it!!

Thanks.

just when you think life is perfect...

Uhm.

Drama from family?

Some.

How is my heart taking it?

Painfully.

Why does it have to happen to them?

They are too sweet of a person to be getting curious!

If only they would break off something.

Even though that something really grows on you.

It is ruining their life!

Well,

On another note,

I got presented to my Ward today as being a laurel.

And my Bishop embarrassed me:)

but he is still good:)

what to feel?

I feel completely emotionless right now.

I don't know what to feel!

My brain is just content with everything,

nothing spontaneous is going on,

nothing terrible sad,

no drama,

Nothing.

I guess I am just living my life.

Nothing super interesting.

Just living.

It feels sorta nice just to live.

No worries about boys,

No annoyances,

[well not exactly]

Besides just doing homework and driving,

NOTHING!!

messages

Oh ya,

one more:)

Me and Sabrina talked to a certain person,

It went rather well.

Yes, I'm stealing Janelle's idea of calling them

THEM.

[just cause we are talking about the same person]

Well them was listening when we were explaining why we weren't gonna text them anymore.

Them didn't really seem to be listening.

Them was kinda off in their own world.

But towards the end,

them seemed to finally understand the seriousness about what we were saying.

Hopefully them will understand.

And maybe them won't bug a lot of us anymore.

Too much emotion.

Good luck to them:)

And we only did this out of Love for them.

relationships.

Yes, sadly all the things I am thinking about at the moment.

I love my friends and all,

but sometimes you just want to

hurt them....

It is very painful to even think that.

I really do care about my friends,

and every day I think what my life would be like if they weren't there,

and every day I think what it would be like if I still went to AF,

but it usually always comes up to things I HATE thinking about.

I have recently gotten rid of a huge burden in my life.

This burden has actually been a person.

I hate to sound rude,

but ever since I stopped talking to this person,

I feel so much happier and less sad.

They were constantly bringing me down

and I would cry over them quite a lot

because I didn't know what to do for them.

This person has also led me to write this:

***I Sydney Marie Ward, on this beautiful Thursday morning of November 3, do make a promise to myself that I WILL NOT get a boyfriend until I graduate high school in the year of 2014. By making this decision, I will still date my peers and enjoy my high school years with lots of friendships instead of RELATIONSHIPS.***

Edmond Tanner Durfee has been my *motivation* and *inspiration* for me to make this decision. If he can do it, I can do it. Due to a conversation we had back in August-September.

Even if he caves and gets into a relationship, I will still stand strong in my decision.

I have been making this decision in my mind for a while now,

but this just makes it real.

So if I ever have the chance to while I am in high school,

I will have already made my mind up.

I am not saying anything bad to those who do have boyfriends or girlfriends,

I am just simply making this decison for myself.

Thank you:)

friends, this is for You

I was reading several people's blogs--

just because I'm a stalker--

and I really liked how they had been thanking people,

sooo, I'm stealing the idea (love you guys;))

*code names--sorta*

Family: Thanks. Enough said.

Brower, Your my BEST friend. We can do anything we want,

or nothing at all. I like that:)

Apricot, You are just a cutie and also one of my bestest Friends.

I love how we can just talk and stuffs.

My dearest Sister [not friends, sisters gal;)]

I love you. I still remember all of the adventures we've had,

They were GRAND:):)
Roo. Your my Brother. I love you:):):):)

Sketch and Cantelope: You boys are super sweet.

Thanks for dragging us around everywhere:)

Muscle: My sweet kinderish boy:)

Thanks for being super righteous. I love you:)

Taco;) Voodoo dolls:)

I love you man;) Thanks for everything, all of the

little things you've done have made all the difference.

Git{sorta, not really a Git}

Thanks for making my last year at AF memorable.

I won't forget you....Trust me.

Janeatherlie, Thanks for making guard LOADS of fun!

Without you guys it would've been different.

BBALL; Thanks for making fun of me.

Guard. Thanks for giving me a "life" and a family outside

of my own. You've changed my life.

Marching Band: Psh, HECK YES!! Thanks for last summer.

Life; Thanks for all of the Challenges. I've really learned a lot.

Gospel: I owe you my life.

Heavenly Father and Jesus: I can't even express my gratitude.

Yep, thats most of it more now:) too many people to thank,

and be thankful for.

To: Roo

Another one, but to Roo this time.

Roo is being a Roo,

letting his Hormones kick in.

Taking things a little too deeply,

and he can never seem to learn

When to just let go and be happy.

But he is still good.;)

He has met one amazing girl

Who actually likes him;);)

He went through this phase

Where he was happy.

He smiled the whole day.

It was partly my fault that this happened.

I sorta helped/ruined his life...

I made him do something.

Something I kinda regret,

But his happiness will last hopefully.

He WON'T go back into his THING,

And he will be a happy soul Again.

I hope that he actually reads this.

STOP!;)