3.31.2012

general conference

They have done it again.
The general Authorities always know what to say.
I hope this conference hit you as hard as it hit me.
It was absolutley amazing:)

3.28.2012

prom

Oh,
ain't it lovely.
It is that wonderful time of year again.
Girls becoming giddy around their friends when that CERTIAN boy walks by,
boys scratching their heads, coming up with ideas to ask girls with.
Later girls are surprised to find little goodies in their lockers.
Excited they run and tell their friends.
Now they have to decide between not only two but THREE different boys.
...
Oh the joys of Prom season.
don't ya just love it.
I know I don't;)
Silly boys:):):)

3.26.2012

let me tell you a little story

She stares at the mirror.
Eyes sunken, lips chapped, skin a paste white, bones defined against her fragile skin. But what does she see?
Double chin, flabby arms, stomach sticking out a mile, legs too tight in her jeans.
Many boys and girls eyes are clouded over with the perception that they aren't good enough.
They will never be that size zero or have that six pack "everyone" has.
They will never have that perfect flawless skin that models have.
Never in this life.
I read this picture today on iwastesomuchtime.com

great huh?
And quite true.
I had a good chat with Sabrina yesterday about eating disorders and how people talk about it, but don't really do anything about it.
If someone like me would think about it sometime in my life, imagine what other girls with lower self esteem would do, what they would go through to look like a model.
She would say to herself, "Oh, if they look that pretty, then maybe if I look like that, I'll be pretty."
But after so much diet and exercise, she could give up and turn to those tempting eating disorders.
They are easy.
Simply don't eat and exercise a lot.
Simple as that.
Is it healthy?
No.
Could it kill you eventually?
Yes.
Or you could try the harder way.
Eat too much and when you are alone, force it out of your system.
It's just wrong.
But to me, that's the message they are sending to small girls.
"Look like us. Be perfect. Then you will be happy. But only if you like exactly like us. Not big."
It's terrible......
That is also what I am writing a paper in English about.
I am directing it towards the Modeling Agencies across the US.
I doubt it will make a difference, but it's worth a shot right?
Just wish me luck:)
Remember that you are perfect just the way you are.
Because what you see. May not be the truth.

And Yes.
I hope none of you try this.
I've seen it hurt people.
It's nothing to take lightly.

3.22.2012

Nuisance

PDA.
Public Display of Affection.
Too much is unbearable.
The less, the better--sometimes.
So, Kaitlin and her BF,
Some of the sweetest kids I know.
They are on the "Too Much" end of the spectrum.
We've been eating outside the past few days because it is SO beautiful,
and Lately we've been leaving like...10ish minutes early.
We just can't handle it.
Remember, some of the nicest kids,
just with some of the weird activities.
We still love them.
Please,
If you get into a relationship,
[besides your hubby;)]
Can you keep it down to a small amount?
Thanks.
Sorry if that's rude....:/


3.20.2012

Cupcake, Workout, Fun?

Ok,
This is my wonderful neighbor.
Stephanie Carlisle Hammer.
She is such a sweet heart and I LOVE her blog.
It is super cute and her lastest post is about her wedding!!:):):)
You should read it, even if you don't know her:)

Oh yes,
Sabrina brought me a cupcake tonight!
It was good,
but I was in the middle of my workout so she had to watch me before I could eat it.
And I also got to talk to someone on the bus today.
He is an interesting boy.
You know him, but I'm not gonna share;)
I don't talk to him usually, but he is a good child.
Oh ya,
One more thing.
What would you say if I got my hair cut like.....
SUPERSHORT!!!
Would that just be weird?
Hm.
I don't know:)
Adios!!

3.15.2012

Same Ol' Same Ol'

Nothing has changed.
No one.
Not one thing.
But hey,
Not my problem.
Totally fine.


To me, if life boils down to one thing, it’s movement. To live is to keep moving. – Jerry Seinfeld

Just a quote I found on the internet.
You can find anything of the internet.

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Oh ya.
I am blonde again!!
Finally.
Now people will stop calling me a ginger.....bah!

3.14.2012

No One Wants It.


Oh my goodness.
Cried pretty hard:(
You can't NOT cry.
So sad.
Anyway....

3.09.2012

Screw SCHOOL!!

Haha,
I am on Spring Break:):)
I know! Already? It's only March for heaven's sake!
But yes, indeed I don't have school next week:)
Which is probably a good thing because I need sleep!
Just this week alone I've fallen asleep 2 times in my math class and once in my History class.
But luckily I've only had like 3 REAL days of school this week,
otherwise I might've died.
Tis good:)
Now I am going to go follow Amanda's "great" example and exercise crazily for 92 minutes.
It should be interesting....:)
Smile,
Don't over analyze,
Think of all the things you have,
and Don't be Depressed.
Love you:)

3.07.2012

Realization

Haha.
I'm a loser sometimes:):):):)
Just sayin;)
I really don't have any inspirational, thought provoking message to share.
I just felt like posting something stupid:):):)
Now look at this pretty sunset longingly:)