Halloween:)

My favorite Holiday: Halloween:)

I hate being scared though.

Weird combination I know,

But everything else about it is so nice:)

The pumpkins,

costumes,

colors,

CANDY,

Friends.

Basically Fall all wrapped up with some Halloween thrown in:)

Tonight was awesome!

I went to the Haunted Forest with some pretty amazing people:

Ryan Pendlton, Aarron Rasmussen, Shawn Gubler, Eric Babb, and Eric Schultz.

These guys are pretty dang amazing:)

Let's just say I scream way too much.

But that's the fun of being scared is screaming until your throat hurts right?

To me it is,

if your throat doesn't hurt the next day,

you didn't have fun:)

Well Happy Halloween my friends:)

May you have a very frightful night:)

Why Is It So Easy to Talk to You and No One Else?

Oh what an eventful weekend.

So many thoughts.

My brain is overwhelmed.

Great things,

Sad things,

In-between things.

Just things.

Man.

Normal as always. I get up in the morning, get ready for school, go to school and come home. I text, I eat, I sleep, Wahoo.

so eventful. Right?

Mmhmm. Whatever you say:)

Smile,

you only live once:)

Oh Shelby,

"Coma" for 4 days,

breathing tube,

feeding tube,

so worried.

She is getting better though.

They are trying to take her off of her breathing tube tonight.

Let's cross our fingers and pray for the best!

I want her home.

Last time I saw her,

I stayed up with her;

held her hair out of her face,

attended to her every need.

I almost forgot to feel appreciative for that opportunity to serve her.

Then the next day,

I almost wouldn't have that opportunity ever again.

Thanks to God's mercy,

she is alive.

I'll never forget that moment when my mom told me she could die.

Worst feeling ever.

But hey,

I don't like to show it at school all that much.

So what?

The past few days though,...

Wow.

Emotional overload!!

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Just never forget to be grateful for what you have

'cause you'll never know when it might be taken away from you.

Just Some Thoughts

tracimaglebyrecipes.blogspot.com

This lovely blog all about cooking. :D

I am sitting in English and Mr. Eric Schultz is sitting in front of me looking at it...
He is making me extremely hungry.
:P
I forgot to pack a lunch today.
I hate being a girl today too.
Joy.
I am craving food and he is NOT helping;)
Oh but it looks so good that I might go and make something from it:)
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Another thought:
Life sometimes gives us challenges.
Obviously we need challenges to learn while we are on this earth,
but you just don't know what to expect sometimes...

Once again it is Shelby.
Oh how we can just be tortured sometimes.
She is once again in the ICU.
...
Mmhmm.
:(

Very random thoughts today.
Hope your day is swell though:)

Sadies!!!!

So much fun:)



Sadie Hawkins Dance!

It was totally AWESOME.

I went with the most wonderful guy!!

We got to eat great food,

Walk up to Bridel Veil falls,

Take pictures,

Enjoy dancing crazily together,

and go off and stare at the stars,

Oh how I love UCAS.

Hope AF's goes well tomorrow!--well I guess today technically since it is 1:10 AM!!

Love you!!

Fall Break!

Fighting with Grandma's

Feeling like a teen mom with Sabrina,

Watching people rock climb,

Fishing with catfish livers,

Breaking out into dance and singing with Tehina,

IHOP at 2 am,

I would say I had a pretty fun Fall Break.

But now that I am in school,

I am having a hard time concentrating.

Bah.

Oh well:)

Have a good rest of the break:)!!

Whoops.

Sometimes we just fail correct?

But when you do, it's hard to repair.

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I went to IHOP at 2 AM last night!!

And I actually ran into a lot of people that I knew?!

How weird is that?

I ran into Mark from school,

and Beth, Derek, Kayla, Sam, and Jessica from work.

People need to sleep at 2 in the morning!!!

I just wanted hot chocolate!!

But I also met up with a friend and I wish I hadn't.

He is turning all creepy.

That's my fail.

I need to stop.

Mmhmm.

Can I have it back? Please?

So confused.

So caught up.

So wrong.

So mean.

Sometimes I just wonder what kind of person I've become.

Why?

Just ask anyone of my friends.

If they compared the person I've become this year to the person I was last year,

They would point out that I've changed significantly.

And not for the best.

[sometimes I just want to go back to the way things were last year]

The times where nothing made me feel extremely guilty,

The times when I didn't care about guys so much.

The times when I actually kept up with everyone that I cared about,

The times where I didn't hurt people,

The times when I was ME.

I'm not saying that I'm not really ME anymore,

But back then,

I was a better version of myself.

But you can't get everything you want.

You just need to move on and accept who you've become,

or accept the face that you've changed and start making GOOD changes to your bad self.

Meh.

Why?

 

Lovely high school.

Wow, wow, wow

Oh how much I hate people:)
Sorry guys, it is SO true.
It shouldn't even matter anymore, but it does.....A LOT.
I hate HIM.
THE END. No more.

Song:

Radioactive

LOVE it!!!