Can I have it back? Please?

So confused.

So caught up.

So wrong.

So mean.

Sometimes I just wonder what kind of person I've become.

Why?

Just ask anyone of my friends.

If they compared the person I've become this year to the person I was last year,

They would point out that I've changed significantly.

And not for the best.

[sometimes I just want to go back to the way things were last year]

The times where nothing made me feel extremely guilty,

The times when I didn't care about guys so much.

The times when I actually kept up with everyone that I cared about,

The times where I didn't hurt people,

The times when I was ME.

I'm not saying that I'm not really ME anymore,

But back then,

I was a better version of myself.

But you can't get everything you want.

You just need to move on and accept who you've become,

or accept the face that you've changed and start making GOOD changes to your bad self.

Meh.

Why?

 

Lovely high school.