Oh Boy.

Found out I failed my Math Final. 110/200:(
I now will receive my first C ever.
I know that's hardly anything to complain about, but it's a big deal to me....
I got all of my papers turned in today,
My Senior Kid showed me what he looked like in Spandex....[Don't ask me why]
I found out that my Physics teacher must really like me or something 'cause he gave me full credit on assignment I didn't really finish.....(Creepy much? JK, He's cool)
I failed my History test too 'cause I was super stupid and I didn't study this weekend.
Instead of doing all of my homework Saturday I hung out with some lovely people:)
I get distracted very easily, and I am annoyed with a lot of people.
Me and Tressa decided that today was one of those, "I want to Kill the World" days!!!
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So story of yesterday.
I hate guys even more.
There's this.....Guy, k?
Here's some background:
His name is Mike.
He is one of those bad boy types who doesn't have a lot of friends.
Well I talk with him a lot and we talk on Facebook a lot.
Following me so far?
Well I got on Facebook yesterday and He asked for my number, so I gave it to him.
he started texting me and getting all cute.....I won't put the whole conversation in but here is a lot of it:
(We started talking about the Eclipse yesterday)
My glasses weren't stron enough I hope my eyes get better. Otherwise I can't look at cute girsl ;)
Oh yes because that is your favorite hobby;)
I practice every day in student success ;)
Oh you look at Gabbie? How cute;)
I'm too lazy to turn my head. Luckily, there's a cute girl right in front of me ;)
Oh:) Thanks:) thats good to know:)
Btw gabbie's only a friend to me. Plus there's cuter girls around ;)
Oh I know. No need to clarify. No wonder why you might leave school next year. With so many girls around how on earth do you concentrate? ;)
Well there's this one girl...And she's really cute... And a really good friend...I might not leave cuz I'll be leaving her...;) I think I might like her... (as more than friends)
[Then I didn't reply for quite a while....then.....]
I mean you.

Ya. Well. Don't know what to say. Yup.....That's un update on my love life.
Nothing special.
See ya!

just what I needed

Just when you feel like you absolutely hate the world,
something great can happen.
I was texting my friend last night when he asked me,
"Do you want to call and read scriptures with me?"
So of course I did.
We read Luke 4 together.
Then we continued to talk about spiritual experiences together and he told me about his conversion story until midnight.
He is such a doll!
But I feel bad because he had to wake up at 4:30 this morning.....
But he completely turned my night around.
I think more guys should be like that. Just saying:)
I think I am going to try to do that with people more often.
I am going to ask people if they would like to read the scriptures with me over the phone.
Because there is always a first for everything.
If you ever want to read with me, Just text me:)
It really does make a difference, so you should try it.
Tis all.
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Haha, now I am in Physics on the computer....
Dumb CRT testing.
Oh well, I got Pandora going and I am writing on my blog, what could be better?
Happy Testing month!!

“We are all failures- at least the best of us are.”

What Matters Most.
This Woman hit it dead on.
I love this girl so much:)
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I am at school once again. I got done with that dumb English testing in 20 minutes.
Wow. It was so short and quite easy.
You all know. You have to take it too.
So this weekend has really gotten me thinking.
Not like a deep, this-is-going-to-change-my-life kind of thinking,
Just the usual. hmm-why-didn't-I-think-of-this-before type of thinking.
WHY DOES ANYTHING MATTER?!
Crushes move away or move on,
Some friends you will lose,
School is an absolute bore,
And Cell phones can be a BIG waste of time.
I was texting one of my friends, Fish. (nickname)
and I was asking him why he texts people.
He replied with a simple, "Because I like to have conversations."
In the back of my head I was thinking,
What the crap. If you want to have a conversation, TALK to them.
He simply texts a bunch of people to feel cool.
You don't have to base your life off of how many people you text and talk to.
It is SO not worth it.
You are worth so much more than the people that you talk to.
Same thing with friends.
Sure they are great in the moment but if you don't create bonds beyond texting,
You will never survive past high school.
It's just a fact of life.
Texting just drives me up the wall.
And since I got Shelby's old phone and it takes me forever to text on it,
I haven't been texting as much and let me tell you that it has saved me so much time.
I have been able to do so much more.
No back to the point of this post.
We are all just living our lives through high school pretending that everything is super Dandy,
When in most of our realities, IT'S NOT.
And Why poeple make such a big deal out of drama.....No Idea.
Ya, not I'm just rambling.
Hope you have a good day.
And life does matter, but you have to make sure you focus your time on your prioritys, not drama and wasteful things. Because frankly, it's not worth it.
That is all.