Oh Boy.

Found out I failed my Math Final. 110/200:(
I now will receive my first C ever.
I know that's hardly anything to complain about, but it's a big deal to me....
I got all of my papers turned in today,
My Senior Kid showed me what he looked like in Spandex....[Don't ask me why]
I found out that my Physics teacher must really like me or something 'cause he gave me full credit on assignment I didn't really finish.....(Creepy much? JK, He's cool)
I failed my History test too 'cause I was super stupid and I didn't study this weekend.
Instead of doing all of my homework Saturday I hung out with some lovely people:)
I get distracted very easily, and I am annoyed with a lot of people.
Me and Tressa decided that today was one of those, "I want to Kill the World" days!!!
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So story of yesterday.
I hate guys even more.
There's this.....Guy, k?
Here's some background:
His name is Mike.
He is one of those bad boy types who doesn't have a lot of friends.
Well I talk with him a lot and we talk on Facebook a lot.
Following me so far?
Well I got on Facebook yesterday and He asked for my number, so I gave it to him.
he started texting me and getting all cute.....I won't put the whole conversation in but here is a lot of it:
(We started talking about the Eclipse yesterday)
My glasses weren't stron enough I hope my eyes get better. Otherwise I can't look at cute girsl ;)
Oh yes because that is your favorite hobby;)
I practice every day in student success ;)
Oh you look at Gabbie? How cute;)
I'm too lazy to turn my head. Luckily, there's a cute girl right in front of me ;)
Oh:) Thanks:) thats good to know:)
Btw gabbie's only a friend to me. Plus there's cuter girls around ;)
Oh I know. No need to clarify. No wonder why you might leave school next year. With so many girls around how on earth do you concentrate? ;)
Well there's this one girl...And she's really cute... And a really good friend...I might not leave cuz I'll be leaving her...;) I think I might like her... (as more than friends)
[Then I didn't reply for quite a while....then.....]
I mean you.

Ya. Well. Don't know what to say. Yup.....That's un update on my love life.
Nothing special.
See ya!

My EFY friend posted this:

In the Bible it says, "Thou shalt not fear 365 times."

Each time is a reminder from Heavenly Father to live everyday fearless :)

AWW:) I like it:)

Oh yes,

So my adventures of yesterday...

My original plan was to take my normal 4:40 bus home,

So I could make it to Tanner and Sam's wrestling match.

But I was trying to be nice..

(Plus I was talking to Cameron)

And I waited for Kelton because we ride the same bus.

But you see,

In order to get from UCAS to the bus stop you need about 10ish minutes.

Well, We didn't end up leaving UCAS till about 4:30.

We were walking so fast!!

And right as we were almost to our bus stop,

The dear 811 bus was pulling away......

So, we ran and hopped on the 830 to catch the 850 later!

[And we grabbed all these pamphlet thingys telling the bus schedule]

We missed the 850,

but the next thing we know another 811 is pulling up!!

Huzzah!

We hopped on and we started playing Truth or Dare?

{Such an odd game to play....}

And we didn't end up getting to my bus stop till 5:45ish instead of the usual 5:10ish.

So I ran to my car in the rain and I sped over to the high school.

Sadly, I missed seeing Tanner wrestle:(

But Sabrina, Erik, and Breanne were there!!

So we finished watching JV,

When Erin and Maddie showed up!!

And Taylie too!!

It was just a party!

Then we all went over to JCW's and ate delicious Ice Cream as it was cold outside.

Then we came back and Watched Sam wrestle!!

Sadly.........he got pinned in 15 seconds:(:(:(:(

He was SO mad.....

But it was some adventure!!!

Thanks guys!!

I miss AF a ton.....

But thanks for still being nice to be ol' jerk like me:)

{Oh yes, Thanks Erik for feeding me a PB & J Sandwich.

I will repay you 5 fold!!}

"into the woods"

What a Naughty, Naughty musical.

GREAT music,

Bad scene,

Amazing actors and actresses,

But mostly,

The friends who were with me.

Haha,

Maddie, Erin, and Sabrina.

Wow.

Those three crack me up.

After the play ended I drove them over to JCW's

where we got yummilicious shakes:)

Then after dropping Maddie off,

Me, Erin, and Sabrina went to pay Tanner Durfee a little visit.

He ate HALF of my shake:(

But we gotta finish watching this funny "space chimp" movie with his family.

Oh his family is good.

We had to leave early though because Sabrina had a curfew.

But this was what I really needed/wanted.

A GIRLS night.

[with a boy thrown in there]

And it is also very encouraging when you are trying to help some one and they actually listen to you.

Thanks Mystery person who listens to me.

I hope I don't come across as being rude:)

relationships.

Yes, sadly all the things I am thinking about at the moment.

I love my friends and all,

but sometimes you just want to

hurt them....

It is very painful to even think that.

I really do care about my friends,

and every day I think what my life would be like if they weren't there,

and every day I think what it would be like if I still went to AF,

but it usually always comes up to things I HATE thinking about.

I have recently gotten rid of a huge burden in my life.

This burden has actually been a person.

I hate to sound rude,

but ever since I stopped talking to this person,

I feel so much happier and less sad.

They were constantly bringing me down

and I would cry over them quite a lot

because I didn't know what to do for them.

This person has also led me to write this:

***I Sydney Marie Ward, on this beautiful Thursday morning of November 3, do make a promise to myself that I WILL NOT get a boyfriend until I graduate high school in the year of 2014. By making this decision, I will still date my peers and enjoy my high school years with lots of friendships instead of RELATIONSHIPS.***

Edmond Tanner Durfee has been my *motivation* and *inspiration* for me to make this decision. If he can do it, I can do it. Due to a conversation we had back in August-September.

Even if he caves and gets into a relationship, I will still stand strong in my decision.

I have been making this decision in my mind for a while now,

but this just makes it real.

So if I ever have the chance to while I am in high school,

I will have already made my mind up.

I am not saying anything bad to those who do have boyfriends or girlfriends,

I am just simply making this decison for myself.

Thank you:)

Fall Break

So far so good:)

Last night I went to this BYU chemistry show with

Sabrina, Jess, Bradan, and Jordan.

And guess who we run into while we are there?!

None other than Tanner Durfee!

it was pretty grand:)

Then we went back to Jessica's and played Wii

and watched the Little Rascals:)

Tonight its Haunted Forest with friends,

and tomorrow Erin and Arianna's birthday party:)

AHH this weekend is gonna be pretty grand.

Plus Tanner might go to the mall with Sabrina and I on Saturday!

friends, this is for You

I was reading several people's blogs--

just because I'm a stalker--

and I really liked how they had been thanking people,

sooo, I'm stealing the idea (love you guys;))

*code names--sorta*

Family: Thanks. Enough said.

Brower, Your my BEST friend. We can do anything we want,

or nothing at all. I like that:)

Apricot, You are just a cutie and also one of my bestest Friends.

I love how we can just talk and stuffs.

My dearest Sister [not friends, sisters gal;)]

I love you. I still remember all of the adventures we've had,

They were GRAND:):)
Roo. Your my Brother. I love you:):):):)

Sketch and Cantelope: You boys are super sweet.

Thanks for dragging us around everywhere:)

Muscle: My sweet kinderish boy:)

Thanks for being super righteous. I love you:)

Taco;) Voodoo dolls:)

I love you man;) Thanks for everything, all of the

little things you've done have made all the difference.

Git{sorta, not really a Git}

Thanks for making my last year at AF memorable.

I won't forget you....Trust me.

Janeatherlie, Thanks for making guard LOADS of fun!

Without you guys it would've been different.

BBALL; Thanks for making fun of me.

Guard. Thanks for giving me a "life" and a family outside

of my own. You've changed my life.

Marching Band: Psh, HECK YES!! Thanks for last summer.

Life; Thanks for all of the Challenges. I've really learned a lot.

Gospel: I owe you my life.

Heavenly Father and Jesus: I can't even express my gratitude.

Yep, thats most of it more now:) too many people to thank,

and be thankful for.