FAIL:)

So, I have obviously failed with my whole gratitude thing:)
I tried, but Life just got in the way...and here I am like 3 months (ish) later...
things have been quite interesting recently,
Friendships and relationships have changed,
both for good and bad.
But nonetheless, life must go on.
I am currently working on homework because my classes require a lot of me...even thought I am a silly girl only taking 9 credits and working full time and I still can't keep up...
I am trying really hard to do my homework of course because I am writing on my blog, and I am watching movies all night...yay:)

Anywho, thanks for your time:)

If I Could, Then I Would

Oh mistakes:)
Hint to you all:

DON'T LET YOUR SUBCONSCIOUS TEXT FOR YOU.

It sucks.
Way bad.
Haha, but no matter.

I am loving the weather.
I can just sit on my bed with the window wide open to let some fresh air into my bedroom,
without freezing my butt off:)
I can drive around with my windows down,
I can go to school without a jacket now,
I can start wearing other things besides pants,
((although I already wore skirts a lot before))
And the best thing:
I can get my "feel good" sunshine rays naturally,
versus using my "happy light" ((but it worked well when I used it during winter:)))

I still love cloudy days where the sun doesn't shine,
and the clouds make shapes across the sky as rain is released from them,
and the puddles form everywhere,
but every so often, the sun's bright light,
and clear blue skies, and warmth
can be quite comforting:)

Another thought I had today as I was walking across campus...
I have decided to change "grumpy day" soundtrack.
I usually listen to Pandora when I need fresh music,
and I started today off by listen to my hard music because I wasn't too happy.
But as I was starting to walk to my class,
I decided to make a "LDS Hymns of Worship" station.
Rather than making me remember all of the reasons why I was upset,
making me even more down and angry,
it made me think of things that actually matter.
It made me think of the Savior and how I can turn to him to comfort me,
It made me look around and see others as Children of God
and it made me happy:)

It is now my new favorite way to "de-tox" from things I don't need to worry about it.

Try it. It's great:)

haha. and the part that made me the happiest inside,
I was walking around the hallway with my headphones in,
and no one would have ever guessed that I was listening to church music:)

Boys. Mormons. Good Stuff.

Ok!!!!

This is SOOOOO cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And it is SO true!!!!!!!!

I wish though....Truely do......

Now watch it.

I really wish guys could be this good.

But alas,

They aren't.....:(

Ten Ways To Get Girls to Like You

Oh baby!!!!

This is SO true!!!

Wow.

Lots of good videos!!!

Oh ya!

Guess what.

I *almost* got hit with a snowball today......

Zac was going to hit ME first,

But then Eric came up right next to me and started talking to me,

So he hit Eric instead, but then told me to go back and walk again

--just do he could hit me!!!!!!

Wow,

Nice boys huh??!!

But they are pretty spiffy too.

You gotta love UCAS:):):):)

Complaining

Why do people complain?

I know I am SUCH the hypocrite,

but recently I have been asking myself why I do.

My life is swell compared to a lot of other people's life.

Amanda just had her Boyfriend dump her,

Another UCAS girl has a creepy stalker guy that trys to kill her frequently,

One of my sister's friends got diagnosed with cancer,

My cousin has diabetes,

Someone I know is having a hard time finacially right now,

There are all of those helpless hobos in Salt Lake with no where to live,

And Someone I know doesn't connect with their parents.

And what do I have?

Amazing friends who I can vent to,

A B-E-A-UTIFUL house,

Parents who understand me and give me advice,

I have the gospel,

I live in Utah County where a temple is only 7 minutes away,

I have no creepers following me,

I can date,

I can have my cell phone with me,

I can basically do a lot of things.

So why do I complain?

I am blessed more than I can believe.

So Why do I complain?

Awkward?

So I was texting Roo,

[for those of you who know who that is]

and They were talking about creepy concepts so I said:

Me: Santa Claus is a weird concept.

 Just think about it, a man sneaks into your house, eats your food,

and he knows when you are asleep and awake

and if you've been bad or good....CREEPY!
Other person that I was talking to:

And that's why he says ho, ho, ho because he reads off the naughty list ;)Wow.

Awkward.

I was also on the bus when they sent that to me,

And I busted out laughing and I got lots of weird stares....

Ya.

AWKWARD!!

Indeed, It's True

It is true.

Someone screwed up my week.

Why?

Well, you see,

at UCAS there is this dance coming up.

Winter Formal

It is also a guys choice dance.

I had been talking to this one person about it.

[this person being a girl]

She said that if no guy asked me,

I should invite my own AF person because that's what she is doing.

Well,

I was still waiting to see if I would get asked.

(Which I really wasn't thinking I would in the first place--

Not trying to put myself down)

But anyway.

She came up to me today and said

"So are you going to ask {that male's name} to the dance?"

I replied

"I don't know yet...maybe...."

then....

"Oh ya! {Other male's name} was thinking about asking you, He talked to me today and asked if you had anyone ask you yet, and so naturally I said 'No, but I think she was going to bring someone from AF'"

:O!!!!

What was she thinking!?!?!

So,

sadly,

I don't think he is going to ask me to the dance anymore.

And I really don't want to deal with asking {this male's name},

So I am just gonna have another girls night...

Hmm.

Darn that girl.

She ruined my good weekend to come.

But it shall still be a good and glorious one!!

i love you

In school,

I almost fell asleep at least in 3 different classes,

I had a special boy talk to me

when I was walking across campus all by myself,

he came up beside me and said

"You looked lonely walking by yourself."

Aw:)

I have a new Marshpa:) Oh Trevor;)

Me and another special boy had a decent conversation,

I also decided I really love Yoga,

We have been doing it for the past week and a half in PE,

and Today,...

I really needed it just to swim in my own thoughts and not care what others think of you.

I HATE the retards that infest the roads.

CONSTRUCTION

is also progressing higher on my "Things I dislike" list.

I gotta drive Sabrina to Range again tonight,

and we made a surprise visit to Erik:)

I gotta eat some yummy Cake in celebration of Erin's 17 birthday,

I finally got my Case Study paper written!

And me and the lovely Sabrina DIED over our homework.

We basically were falling asleep as we attempted to do her math homework.

But she shared a very special story about a very special boy with me.

It was very CUTE:)

It also made me realize how surprised I am with my feelings.

I am not trying to be judgemental in the least,

but.......eh....I just don't know.

Have you ever noticed how over used the phrase

"I love you"

is?

Kristen has a newly found hubby

and she let me read some of their conversation...

Well, they've only been going out for about a few days,

But they were already arguing over who loves who the most!

I'm just weird and I think that's weird...but...

I don't know.

Saying "I love you" should be very special.

Not thrown about like little girls throw glitter at parties,

Even saying it to some of your girlie friends can be over used.

Maybe I am just old-fashioned,

but, I don't want "I love you" to lose is specialness.

Sorta like kisses.

Don't give 'em away like pretzels.

Save them.

It's weird to hear all of these girls going off about all these boys they've kissed,

when I have never kissed one.

I can't believe that they can so freely give them away!

yes...again

Not trying to be judgemental.

But those are my thoughts and feelings toward certain things.

And yes, I know I am VERY old-fashioned.