Oh Boy.

Found out I failed my Math Final. 110/200:(
I now will receive my first C ever.
I know that's hardly anything to complain about, but it's a big deal to me....
I got all of my papers turned in today,
My Senior Kid showed me what he looked like in Spandex....[Don't ask me why]
I found out that my Physics teacher must really like me or something 'cause he gave me full credit on assignment I didn't really finish.....(Creepy much? JK, He's cool)
I failed my History test too 'cause I was super stupid and I didn't study this weekend.
Instead of doing all of my homework Saturday I hung out with some lovely people:)
I get distracted very easily, and I am annoyed with a lot of people.
Me and Tressa decided that today was one of those, "I want to Kill the World" days!!!
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So story of yesterday.
I hate guys even more.
There's this.....Guy, k?
Here's some background:
His name is Mike.
He is one of those bad boy types who doesn't have a lot of friends.
Well I talk with him a lot and we talk on Facebook a lot.
Following me so far?
Well I got on Facebook yesterday and He asked for my number, so I gave it to him.
he started texting me and getting all cute.....I won't put the whole conversation in but here is a lot of it:
(We started talking about the Eclipse yesterday)
My glasses weren't stron enough I hope my eyes get better. Otherwise I can't look at cute girsl ;)
Oh yes because that is your favorite hobby;)
I practice every day in student success ;)
Oh you look at Gabbie? How cute;)
I'm too lazy to turn my head. Luckily, there's a cute girl right in front of me ;)
Oh:) Thanks:) thats good to know:)
Btw gabbie's only a friend to me. Plus there's cuter girls around ;)
Oh I know. No need to clarify. No wonder why you might leave school next year. With so many girls around how on earth do you concentrate? ;)
Well there's this one girl...And she's really cute... And a really good friend...I might not leave cuz I'll be leaving her...;) I think I might like her... (as more than friends)
[Then I didn't reply for quite a while....then.....]
I mean you.

Ya. Well. Don't know what to say. Yup.....That's un update on my love life.
Nothing special.
See ya!

tears are words the heart can't say

Why?
Why on earth do some people seriously not have hearts?

some times I wish it was this easy.
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If it was, the world would be a simpler place.
It is time for story time:

once upon a time there was a girl. she went to a great school where she met great people and she loved them. Then one day she had to leave them to find new friends. It was hard at first but she tried to stay close with her past friends. she thought she was doing pretty good with keeping up with them. she put things together and went to parties that they were hosting. then when guys and girls started to get mixed up, things got complicated. she had to say things to guys that she would never had wanted to say. she was slowing turning the heat up on the boiler. then one night when these friends were bored, they called people trying to convince them to hang out. and thats when it happened. a guy turned into a sudden jerk and called the girl on things she was saying. the girl apologized quickly and ended the conversation quickly as well. it had ruined her whole mood for the rest of the night. she went off by herself thinking about all of the things she had done recently, only to find negative. as she was on her way home from being "out with the guys", she decided to get up the courage to apologize to *certain* people. she didn't want to though, because it was 10:30, but she was feeling terrible. she dialed the number of the person she intended to call and was shocked to find the person awake (she had been expecting voice mail). to her horror, they sounded even more angry than before. when she started in on her apology she could tell that the person was rolling their eyes. their only response was, "oh, it's fine. don't worry about it. it was nothing. whatever." it was said in one of the rudest fashions. the girl quickly hung up and began to cry. how could someone be so heartless and knock someone down who had enough courage to do something as hard as that. the girl then decided she would not talk this person for the next while and let them live in their life of saddness. until she has enough courage to confront the person again.

If you are ever put into a situation like this, do not be a jerk.
You have no idea how hard it is for a person to apologize to another.

It is human nature to feel like you are always right.

You have to get past your pride and accept it.

Don't ever make a person cry over an apology that you didn't accept.

It is not good for either of you.

I don't care if they wake you up in the middle of the night,

accept it and don't question it.

And especially DON'T throw it back in their face.

Thank you.

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And this is how I basically feel at this point.

All Things Must Come to an End.

Sometimes I think my friends are just obsessed.
**cough cough** (you know who you are woman:))
Haha. She makes my day a lot though:)
Oh yes. Who wants to have an Anti-Prom party with me:):):):)
Nothing against prom but who really wants to sit at home and be sad that they didn't get asked?
NOT ME!!!!!
We shall have a good ol' grand time!!
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Oh yes.
Saturday was good.
Had my Seven Peaks inteview....
Kinda strange,
It was a group interview......:S
 I hope I did ok, I really kinda want this job!!
And then later Saturday,
Titanic happened. We watched that very scary movie.
Still It was good.
Now I just have to do my homework for tomorrow.
I am such the procrastinator. :):):):)

Oh yes.

Certain BOYS just need to move on and get it over with.

Many who know a CERTIAN girls drama would know.

He just needs to get it over with.

No more time for waiting.

Just rip the band-aid off. No need to keep it on.

{{ew. kinda a gross analogy}}

But seriously!! We talked about it Thursday.

And guess what.

You STILL haven't done it.

Bah Humbug!!!!

Oh yes,

 and another side note for boys,

PLEASE don't lead girls on.

We take things more seriously than you realize,

so when you give us false hope,

We DON'T appreciate it!!

Thanks.

what to do....hmmm

Hmm, no offence to anyone reading this

[you know who you are if you are]

What do you do when the guy you used to like a lot,

turns around and starts liking your BEST friend?

this is the situation that has been placed on my plate of life.

It shouldn't even bother me but it does...

I will just pray and read my scriptures and move on.

But moving on is a very hard thing to do.

I've been trying to move on for the past few months.

And what do I have to show for it...

liking him again after talking/hanging out with him for 2 days.

WHY?!

Oh well, it's my life and I will live it to the fullest

and I WON'T let this get in the way of my happiness.

I am actually quite happy for both of them...:)

even though it kinda hurts on the inside,

I won't let it bug me:)

The Stake Dance last night was EPIC

Thanks Sabrina for making me go to it, I had a great time.

Even though it did have some awkward moments,

mostly dealing with the opposite gender,

Two particular men to be specific.

But it is a night I won't forget:)

For many reasons.

Oh ya and me and Sabrina went to the mall too!!

We were trying to find stuff for my preference dress.

The only things I bought were a purple belt and a ring...

Who knew that accessorizing could be so difficult:(

Oh well:)

friends, this is for You

I was reading several people's blogs--

just because I'm a stalker--

and I really liked how they had been thanking people,

sooo, I'm stealing the idea (love you guys;))

*code names--sorta*

Family: Thanks. Enough said.

Brower, Your my BEST friend. We can do anything we want,

or nothing at all. I like that:)

Apricot, You are just a cutie and also one of my bestest Friends.

I love how we can just talk and stuffs.

My dearest Sister [not friends, sisters gal;)]

I love you. I still remember all of the adventures we've had,

They were GRAND:):)
Roo. Your my Brother. I love you:):):):)

Sketch and Cantelope: You boys are super sweet.

Thanks for dragging us around everywhere:)

Muscle: My sweet kinderish boy:)

Thanks for being super righteous. I love you:)

Taco;) Voodoo dolls:)

I love you man;) Thanks for everything, all of the

little things you've done have made all the difference.

Git{sorta, not really a Git}

Thanks for making my last year at AF memorable.

I won't forget you....Trust me.

Janeatherlie, Thanks for making guard LOADS of fun!

Without you guys it would've been different.

BBALL; Thanks for making fun of me.

Guard. Thanks for giving me a "life" and a family outside

of my own. You've changed my life.

Marching Band: Psh, HECK YES!! Thanks for last summer.

Life; Thanks for all of the Challenges. I've really learned a lot.

Gospel: I owe you my life.

Heavenly Father and Jesus: I can't even express my gratitude.

Yep, thats most of it more now:) too many people to thank,

and be thankful for.

Oh days like these....

So,

Days like these are fun...

But also days like these are sorta lame.

So, my "GIT" [;)] decided that they were bored.

therefore, leading them to text me.

did I reply?

Yes, sadly I did, BUT, it was 30 minutes later.

did I enjoy our conversation?

NO!!!

{see this is why I am waiting till I'm 16}

Oh, these people.......

What are we gonna do with 'em?

My suggestion,

Ignore.Forgive.Forget.

Pretty grand advice huh?

If my "GIT" decides they ever want to see me again,

I would be ok with that,

Enjoying that visit is a whole other situation. Plain and simple, I WOULD NOT ENJOY IT!

Oh isn't being bi-polar fun?!

why yes, yes it is. :)

On another note, I saw...

Captain America

Which is a pretty outrageous movie.

I personally wouldn't want to go see it again

[unless I was on a date in the future]

But it was a pretty decent movie.

Hardly any story line.

In my opinion

But great actiony stuff!!

So last night,

I was stupid and decided to

Ripstick.

I almost fell flat on my face on various attempts,

But I was able to get on and go for a little bit.

The only down part, I simply cannot go uphill.

Well, that's the great, grand story of recent stuff.

have a wonderful day,

AND DON'T

GET IN TROUBLE WITH MEN *WINK WINK*

Buh Bye!!