school, friends, stuff

Yuup,

Today is the day ALL of my friends are in St. George.

**Well, my AF friends are**

and today just happens to be the day

THAT SCHOOL GETS OUT AT 1!!

Well, I have to stay at UVU for my math class at 3,

so I am sitting at my mom's laptop

{[that she so sweetly is letting me use today]}

Trying to get my stinking homework done.

Too bad I have a little bit of a focus problem,

So I am writing on my blog to rest my brain...

Ya, its not really working out too well.

My class doesn't start for another hour,

I have a presentation that I can't figure out what to add to it,

and I'm too lazy to do anything else...

Dumb school...

But at least my school doesn't do terms

JUST SEMESTERS:)

So while everyone is stressing about the term ending,

I just get to sit back and relax.

But there is just so much for me to do.

But luckily my homework load isn't too bad:)

just one more:)

Tonight was GRAND:)

I gotta hang out with my awesome family,

plus I got some new clothes:)

and we gotta eat this huge pizza for dinner!

I love my Family:):)

Plus I finally got to talk to Jessica

after not being able to talk to her in 2-3 weeks!!

I felt so Jessica deprived.

Now it's time for me to over come my next victim..

MADDIE BROWN:)

I NEED to talk to this woman!

Hmm...:)

A very cute quote that I saw on Facebook:

One day I caught myself smiling for no reason, Then I realized I was thinking of you.

And another...

There are things that we don't want to happen, but have to accept. Things we don't want to know, but have to learn. And people we can't live without but have to let go.

Ya, basically the story of my life....:):)

Yup still a great life though:):)





*sigh*

****sigh****

Life is an interesting ride, huh?

One day you feel like your on top of the world,

then the next you feel like your the scum on the bottom of someones shoe...

(a thing I stole from Lynette;))

Yesterday I felt super low because I can't get over something,

but today....after I wrote a 5 page note to someone,

I feel at peace with myself:)

I have been trying to convince someone that I don't care anymore,

but they still feel bad, but I don't know why they do.

It's really no big deal:)

I think I have finally come to get over that.

YAY right??

Maybe :D

Yup, well I got into a leaf fight today at lunch...

let me just say that leafs don't taste very good.

AND, I gotta talk to Amanda about a lot of things on the bus today.

She is so good to listen to my problems,

even though she has no idea who I'm talking about:)

Thanks dear!

what to do....hmmm

Hmm, no offence to anyone reading this

[you know who you are if you are]

What do you do when the guy you used to like a lot,

turns around and starts liking your BEST friend?

this is the situation that has been placed on my plate of life.

It shouldn't even bother me but it does...

I will just pray and read my scriptures and move on.

But moving on is a very hard thing to do.

I've been trying to move on for the past few months.

And what do I have to show for it...

liking him again after talking/hanging out with him for 2 days.

WHY?!

Oh well, it's my life and I will live it to the fullest

and I WON'T let this get in the way of my happiness.

I am actually quite happy for both of them...:)

even though it kinda hurts on the inside,

I won't let it bug me:)

The Stake Dance last night was EPIC

Thanks Sabrina for making me go to it, I had a great time.

Even though it did have some awkward moments,

mostly dealing with the opposite gender,

Two particular men to be specific.

But it is a night I won't forget:)

For many reasons.

Oh ya and me and Sabrina went to the mall too!!

We were trying to find stuff for my preference dress.

The only things I bought were a purple belt and a ring...

Who knew that accessorizing could be so difficult:(

Oh well:)

Fall Break

So far so good:)

Last night I went to this BYU chemistry show with

Sabrina, Jess, Bradan, and Jordan.

And guess who we run into while we are there?!

None other than Tanner Durfee!

it was pretty grand:)

Then we went back to Jessica's and played Wii

and watched the Little Rascals:)

Tonight its Haunted Forest with friends,

and tomorrow Erin and Arianna's birthday party:)

AHH this weekend is gonna be pretty grand.

Plus Tanner might go to the mall with Sabrina and I on Saturday!

thoughts.

Can you beleive that I'm going to be turning sixteen in a few weeks?!

I feel so old:)

But I just don't know what to expect....

I'm not gonna freak out about it,

but you can't help but day dream about....boys;)

what else do girls do on their free time haha!

Oh well:)

When I turn sixteen I will just have to see how it goes.

Random and I'm just gonna say this...

I just finished reading the book

Diary of a Teenage Girl: Becoming Me

and it has a really good point in it.

The main girl, Caitlin O'Conner, made a vow...

so, I'm just gonna make my own vow here:

ON THIS DAY, OCTOBER 18, 2011

I'M GOING TO REFRAIN FROM DOING IT WITH ANYONE

BEFORE I AM MARRIED. AND I WILL NEVER FORGET IT.

Yep:) I've already made my mind up a long time ago,

but it still feels nice to write it out.

You should do it too, it feels nice:)

Just like making up your mind before hand on drugs or rated R movies.

happy

I heard this on the radio,

and it reminded me of Winter Guard,

and Urban Expressions show....

so I looked it up on youtube....and I LOVE it:)

But this music video is quite sad.....:/

Preference

So guess what.....

AF's preference is 3 days after I turn 16!!

So, naturally, I want to go:)

But who to ask?!

When Jessica and I were hanging out with the Schwankes Saturday,

I decided that I would ask Bradan:)
So the idea I had was to send him on a scavenger hunt:)
These are pictures of his clues and such:

The envelopes




The First Clue (Marching band field)



The Second Clue (Brought Him to the concession stand place)







Third clue. (Temple:))

Clue numero 4

Clue #5

Last but Not least....the Orange Leaf CLUE!

Yep. That is all of the wonderful clues that He got:):)

Jordan was SUPER awesome and filmed a tad bit too and it was funny!

Then 3 days later I get my answer:):):):)

Our joke is we were going to go find feetsie pjs together

mine were gonna be hello kitty and his were gonna be dinosaurs.

So Saturday night Jess lured me away and I came home and found this...

Yes this is on the butt:):)

Hello Kitty:):):)

Yep, they are my favorite:):)

Can't wait:)

Psh, and apparently basically EVERYONE knew how and when

I was gonna answered sooo.....:) haha It was a good weekend.

Oh yes....and Please don't Forget everything Heather Christensen

has done for everyone. I love her.

John 15:13

Procrastination.

Procrastination.

REAL Definition: putting off or delaying, especially something

requiring immediate attention

MY Definition: A very stupid teenager that HATES

homework and waits until the night before to

finally get around to it:)

Story of my Life:):)