FAIL:)

So, I have obviously failed with my whole gratitude thing:)
I tried, but Life just got in the way...and here I am like 3 months (ish) later...
things have been quite interesting recently,
Friendships and relationships have changed,
both for good and bad.
But nonetheless, life must go on.
I am currently working on homework because my classes require a lot of me...even thought I am a silly girl only taking 9 credits and working full time and I still can't keep up...
I am trying really hard to do my homework of course because I am writing on my blog, and I am watching movies all night...yay:)

Anywho, thanks for your time:)

Work, Walks, Bikes, Boys, Stars, and Clouds

^^That pretty much sums up the past month of my life...haha
I work 5 days a week, an average of 32 hours a week at WAL*MART:)
I've gone on several walks: Stewart Falls, the Y mountain, Smiths from my house, Highland Glen, Trail behind Shawn's house
I also went on a bike ride with Myron and Ryan up in the mountain and dang...they boys can bike:P
I've been hanging out with Ryan, Shawn and Chris a whole bunch this month:)
It's been an exciting ride:) ((haha **cough cough**))
There was a meteor shower this past Friday night and Ryan did me the pleasure of being there to watch it with me at 1am...haha. although we only say like 1...:P
And clouds...I realized how lovely clouds can be and how annoying they can be as well.
During the day, they are fabulous! But at night...not so much:)

oh and I graduated from Seminary tonight with Jessica and Sabrina:)!

The End:)

View from a walk With Chris

Haha. 

Sunset from the Trail behind Shawn's House

Panorama from the Y

Hiking the Y

At Seminary Graduation!!

Prom 2014

So Prom was yesterday...:)
It was pretty fun:), not going to lie.
Our day was spent meeting up at the Tulip Festival,
Then walking around for a couple of hours,
looking at all of the perdy flowers and the inconsiderate fish!
Then Josh Johnson pulled out a HUGE thing of sandwiches and Myron had Soda,
We then sat in the shade and feasted on our picnic while enjoying the ambiance of flowers.
Me and Ryan stayed a little bit longer to talk, and by doing so: We got sunburned:P

Later after hair, make-up, and dress alterations (so annoying),
We made it to Myron's house for dinner:)
We chilled there for awhile waiting for 8 o'clock to roll around so we could leave
[[because we are obviously not going to show up on time:)]]

Slowly we made it to the dance and danced our little hearts out:)
Ok, well not really...we sat on the side and "people-watched" a whole lot and really only danced the slow songs haha.
But it was fun nonetheless.

Then after the dance we went to my house and talked for a long time.
Twas a lovely night, with a lovely boy:)

Here are some pictures:

Just a silly picture of me and my dress:)

Me putting the flower-thingy on Ryan

A nice, normal picture

Me giving my mom attitude for taking so many pictures (sorry about the "over-editing")

Finals, Talent Show, and Dates

Gosh I am tired of people.

When I am the most busy, that's when everyone suddenly wants my attention.

I have a lot this week and guess what?!

I got asked on 2 dates.

Granted I had to turn one of them down due to family conflict,

but the other one I feel like I was kinda "forced" into going.

Flat out.

I told him I had work until 8:30 Friday and he simply replies:

"Psh. I'm already one step ahead of you."

He is one of my old managers who just recently quit,

but I ask how and he states,

"I already asked (insert employee name) to come at 6 for you!"

Well I'll be darned.

I'll probably end up enjoying myself anyway, but golly.

I have had finals all week and GAH!!!

probably all B's in my classes :P

There is one class I don't particularly like,

but hey. I decided to take it.

It's my fault for taking it.

On top of finals...

Me, Bethany, Tressa, and Kaitlin tried out for the Talent Show.

It is this Friday, but we have had to practice and meh...

I kinda wish I hadn't done it :P

I'm too worried about everything else.

Gosh I am tired of people.

I hate it when people are one person over text, then another person IN PERSON.

I am just having a rant moment.

I feel bad for Tressa, she had to listen to me rant today for about 45 minutes...

just because I was so annoyed.

But I won't do that to you:)

Winter Formal Date

Twas a lot of fun:)
Here are a few pictures!!

Me and Shawn
Being awkward with our pink:)

The Group:) All wearing red and black/white
(^^hence the awkward with the pink)

The girls: Me, Jeanenne, Angela, & Morgan

Us playing Games

We went sledding which was a blast!!
I got a lot of bruises to remember it by:)
Then got some hot lava from Sodalicious (amazing by the way)
Got ready at Cole's house and ate yummy Chinese Food:)
Followed by pictures and Apples to Apples and Catch phrase:)
We went to the dance and partied it up like mad men and women!!!
I did get sick and threw up my dinner, but I was able to feel a bit better and dance a tad bit more.
Then came home:)

Such a blast:)
Thanks Shawn Gubler!!!

Hmm.

Sometimes you just have to cry.

No matter how hard you try not to,

it just happens.

Smiling and being charismatic can be overwhelming.

But it's hard to cry when you have the reputation of being happy.

Even when you only smile 80% of the time, people ask.

People treat you differently. They are: nicer, kinder, sympathetic, concerned.

Well, sometimes you don't want that. Sometimes you just want to be alone.

And since when have they actually cared?!

They are only kind when they feel something bad has happened.

You get to the point where you get up in the morning, look in the mirror and say,

"Who am I going to be today? My true feelings, or the person they expect me to be?"

I know what I want, but I don't know how to do it.

You see: There is this....guy....

Well, multiple guys.

All having their differences, all being unique in their own way.

I've gotten....wrapped up in some of them....

Dang do you start regretting things.

If you really know me, you will agree that I am kinda stupid.

I get involved in things and I screw things up and I make things wrong.

I stay up late thinking at night.

Just thinking.

Reminiscing if you will on the past.

I will think so much and ruin everything.

It sucks.

I hate it.

But life goes on and so must I.

I may be lost and confused and guilty and regretful, but that's me... 

hectic day.

At lunch James offered to get me In 'n Out burger, 'cause I've never had it before.

Well. Woke up this morning remembering that I had a project in Physics due.
Luckily I had gotten up at 5:30 to do my hair, so I got out of bed and went to Fresh Market.
At 6 am.You'd be surprised how many people were shopping that early!!
But they didn't have my drink so I went to Heart's instead
and I bought a Mountain Dew Voltage. ((Yummy!!))
And I got my egg all prepared so after I was done drinking it, I could launch it.
But I slept in too late [7:20 to be exact] and I almost missed my bus as usual.
And once I got to school we watched a sad Holocaust movie then my egg cracked...:(
And the container holding the egg broke....which is a bad thing.
Anywho. Things got better after that.
But before he left I just tagged along and sluffed my 4th period class:) Muahaha.
He was sweet and bought me a Burger and a Shake:)
We called it our "Unofficial Date".
Then on the bus.......haha........
Amanda got mad at me so she hit my nose pretty hard and I have always had a sensitive nose so...
I got a bloody nose right at the beginning of the bus ride!!
No one had tissues or anything and when I used a tampon....it started to go down my throat :P!!
So I used my jacket....It got EVERYWHERE!!! and everyone was laughing at me!!
But it ended right before the bus pulled up.
But It was ALL over my face....:( so once again people were laughing.
And I needed to pick food up for Shelby anyway, so Tressa came with me and she watched the workers reaction when they saw all of the blood on my face:) It was Priceless!
then made a cake, Ate food, went to a baseball game, Just the Usual:)
Now I am procrastinating homework that I need to do.
Aren't I clever?
Plus I'm texting Riley and Git....Ya I sorta fail at this Homework thing:)
Oh well:)
G'night!!
I gotta go do homework now :P

Haha.

Ya.
I am going to complain for like.......this whole post.
It will be about nothing really.
Just me and stuff:)
Here it goes.
I hate seeing the guy you like go out with one of your friends.
It makes me sad when you see another guy you got your hopes up for make out with one of your REALLY good friends.
I hate it when that guy gets your hopes up, but ends up failing you.
I hate it when the one person you actually care about gets super sick [;)]
And It bugs me when nothing can seem to go right.
But hey!
Just like my blog is titled: Life Will Go On.
So there is nothing for me to complain about.
Not a single thing.
Complaining session: OVER.
Case Closed.
That's the last you will hear about that special boy....:S

Greatest Wedding Proposal Ever.

So. Cute.

Please Watch.

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Haha, I hope you all enjoy being on Spring Break:)

I am stuck in school.

Writing papers,

Researching,

All that Jazz.....:)

It actually is quite nice,

But I still get a taste of all of that wonderful sun.

Actually at lunch today.....haha,

I was half in the sun and half not....and Lets just say I only got burned on one side of my body:)

And our lunch is only 25 minutes!!! :):):):)

The joys of the sun...and fair skin (gingers can relate;))

Oh ya!!!

I went on a date with the most amazing Ginger!!!!

We went and saw Divine Comedy at BYU and played wonderful games together:)

And I saw John Carter again on Friday with Ucasians:)

Fun fun!!

Well have a good week:)

I'll post more this week just cause I like to post:)

prom

Oh,
ain't it lovely.
It is that wonderful time of year again.
Girls becoming giddy around their friends when that CERTIAN boy walks by,
boys scratching their heads, coming up with ideas to ask girls with.
Later girls are surprised to find little goodies in their lockers.
Excited they run and tell their friends.
Now they have to decide between not only two but THREE different boys.
...
Oh the joys of Prom season.
don't ya just love it.
I know I don't;)
Silly boys:):):)

Recently I've Been Thinking

If everyday could be a Friday,

Man would life be fun.

No homework,

No school,

Just you and whatever you want to do.

I have also decided that boys are just dumb.

They are too chickent to ask girls on dates.

Here are a lot of girls with so much potential for being fun,

yet you deny them the opportunity to show you who they really are.

Stupid boys.

Ask Girls on dates.

Thanks.

And Valentines Day is going to suck again this year.

I hate Single's Awareness day.

I have been single and will stay single probably for a while.

But no,

When you go to school you are reminded how "obscure" you are.

You see all of these lovey-dovey couples everywhere.

They get each other presents,

Hold each other's hands,

Kiss occassionally,

All that Jazz.

Awkward.

But the rest of us are just too cool to have boyfriends/girlfriends right now.

Yep.

That's the truth.

Well have a happy single's awareness day!!

{{unless you're NOT single;)}}

I am in LOVE!

So ya....

Guess who I am in LOVE with.....

madison brown

oh my goodness.

I just read her blog and AH!!

She just makes me sooo happy:)

Yes, she really needs to find a date for Friday.

Oh yes,

just a shout out...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE!!!

You are now 16.

You are now special.

Lucky you:)

Can't wait to doube with you more;)



Fortunate?

Fortunate?

Yes. More than I think.

So last night for a Young Men/ Young Woman activity,

We went to the County Jail....

I have not cried like that in forever.

The tears just kept coming and coming and there was nothing I could do to make them stop.

A steady stream.

Now that I think about it,

I don't think I've ever really cried like that...
It was such a moving experience.
I never want to go to Jail.
Ever.
So now whenever I feel like complaining,
I have reason to say
"Hey, My life isn't too bad."
Now that I think about it,
My life is pretty normal.
Nothing is haunting me,
Nothing is grating against my heart,
I find myself smiling for no reason.
My life isn't perfect,
But to me,
It is a great life:)
No need for complaining today, or tomorrow.

Oh yes,
Me and Anna are finally planning a date!!
AAHH! I hate planning.
Why can't guys just ask girls.
Well, That's just not who I am.
I am not the girl to get asked on dates,
Or get guys numbers,
and you know what,
I don't care.
I love me.



Indeed, It's True

It is true.

Someone screwed up my week.

Why?

Well, you see,

at UCAS there is this dance coming up.

Winter Formal

It is also a guys choice dance.

I had been talking to this one person about it.

[this person being a girl]

She said that if no guy asked me,

I should invite my own AF person because that's what she is doing.

Well,

I was still waiting to see if I would get asked.

(Which I really wasn't thinking I would in the first place--

Not trying to put myself down)

But anyway.

She came up to me today and said

"So are you going to ask {that male's name} to the dance?"

I replied

"I don't know yet...maybe...."

then....

"Oh ya! {Other male's name} was thinking about asking you, He talked to me today and asked if you had anyone ask you yet, and so naturally I said 'No, but I think she was going to bring someone from AF'"

:O!!!!

What was she thinking!?!?!

So,

sadly,

I don't think he is going to ask me to the dance anymore.

And I really don't want to deal with asking {this male's name},

So I am just gonna have another girls night...

Hmm.

Darn that girl.

She ruined my good weekend to come.

But it shall still be a good and glorious one!!

hehe:)

What would you feel if you found out a senior liked you...

Well,

It is a very weird feeling.

But he is the SWEETEST senior ever!

And he isn't too bad on the eyes either:)

Oh baby!

I am so happy I can date right now:)

Well,

I haven't written for a while.

So I will catch up on my life breify.

Nothing much.

I am starting a new diet :/

I am starting this new gym class with my papa

With none other than one of my Young Women leaders!

I have gone to the gym for the past two days;)

I am SORE!

But it is a good feeling.

Yep.

That's basically all:)

my preference experience

Well,
Preference.
Anticipation? HIGH.
Memories? A few.
Pictures? ILLEGAL Pictures:)
Flowers? With pretty little Butterflies!
The dance? It's fun ditching the boys;)
Dinner? Obnoxiously loud:) [With tips]
School Pictures? Creative.....?
Overall? Pretty fun:):)

birthday wishes:)

Wow!

My birthday couldn't have gotten any better:)

Bethany broke into my locker and decorated it,

Jessica and Anna broke into my room and decorated it,

[I know, a lot of people broke into my things:)]

and Erin and Sabrina made me a lovely cake and card!!

To top it all off,

I gotta go on a church date with Bradan.

Yup, he was my first day.

Really the only guy I would want to date,

besides the other kid he is usually with:)

and a few others...

ANYWAY,

I'm happy he was my first date.

And oh ya,

I also got my

License!!

Wahoo!!

Ya, Yesterday was good:)

I love being sixteen.

Now I just can't wait for Preference.

Heather and Erin are gonna be great doubles:)

yay:)

i'm sixteen!!

Finally,

the moment I've been waiting for

for the LONGEST time has finally come

and sadly gone away too quickly.

I have many great stories of what people did for me today,

but I'll write tomorrow cause I'm tired:)

Let's just say,

It has been good:)