just what I needed

Just when you feel like you absolutely hate the world,
something great can happen.
I was texting my friend last night when he asked me,
"Do you want to call and read scriptures with me?"
So of course I did.
We read Luke 4 together.
Then we continued to talk about spiritual experiences together and he told me about his conversion story until midnight.
He is such a doll!
But I feel bad because he had to wake up at 4:30 this morning.....
But he completely turned my night around.
I think more guys should be like that. Just saying:)
I think I am going to try to do that with people more often.
I am going to ask people if they would like to read the scriptures with me over the phone.
Because there is always a first for everything.
If you ever want to read with me, Just text me:)
It really does make a difference, so you should try it.
Tis all.
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Haha, now I am in Physics on the computer....
Dumb CRT testing.
Oh well, I got Pandora going and I am writing on my blog, what could be better?
Happy Testing month!!

tears are words the heart can't say

Why?
Why on earth do some people seriously not have hearts?

some times I wish it was this easy.
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If it was, the world would be a simpler place.
It is time for story time:

once upon a time there was a girl. she went to a great school where she met great people and she loved them. Then one day she had to leave them to find new friends. It was hard at first but she tried to stay close with her past friends. she thought she was doing pretty good with keeping up with them. she put things together and went to parties that they were hosting. then when guys and girls started to get mixed up, things got complicated. she had to say things to guys that she would never had wanted to say. she was slowing turning the heat up on the boiler. then one night when these friends were bored, they called people trying to convince them to hang out. and thats when it happened. a guy turned into a sudden jerk and called the girl on things she was saying. the girl apologized quickly and ended the conversation quickly as well. it had ruined her whole mood for the rest of the night. she went off by herself thinking about all of the things she had done recently, only to find negative. as she was on her way home from being "out with the guys", she decided to get up the courage to apologize to *certain* people. she didn't want to though, because it was 10:30, but she was feeling terrible. she dialed the number of the person she intended to call and was shocked to find the person awake (she had been expecting voice mail). to her horror, they sounded even more angry than before. when she started in on her apology she could tell that the person was rolling their eyes. their only response was, "oh, it's fine. don't worry about it. it was nothing. whatever." it was said in one of the rudest fashions. the girl quickly hung up and began to cry. how could someone be so heartless and knock someone down who had enough courage to do something as hard as that. the girl then decided she would not talk this person for the next while and let them live in their life of saddness. until she has enough courage to confront the person again.

If you are ever put into a situation like this, do not be a jerk.
You have no idea how hard it is for a person to apologize to another.

It is human nature to feel like you are always right.

You have to get past your pride and accept it.

Don't ever make a person cry over an apology that you didn't accept.

It is not good for either of you.

I don't care if they wake you up in the middle of the night,

accept it and don't question it.

And especially DON'T throw it back in their face.

Thank you.

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And this is how I basically feel at this point.

when nothing goes right....go left

is it just me or does it seem like lately nothing has been going right?!

BAH HUMBUG!!!

So, I officially Lost, lost with a capital L, my Cell Phone.

[which includes all of the pictures I didn't put on the computer, contacts, sounds, everything]

Stupid girl pockets!! You are never deep enough to keep things safe.

And then you find out that all of these people you talk to during school are complete JERKS.

Stupid, stupid, stupid.

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But on the brightside....I got new glasses:):):)

pretty cute huh? haha:)

ya, what a dork of a face:)

Hehe, Well that is my good news!!

Oh yes and I most likely have a job for the summer!!

Come to me money, I WANT you!!!

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Oh yes, and an update about my post yesterday.

Things are better. I talked to that person today.

Things aren't 100%, but they are better than what they were.

I just need to learn how to hold my tongue.

Never again will I say that stuff.

Now wheres a shock collar when I need one;)

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AND one more thing.

Going on Walks at Highland Glenn Park is one of the best adventures ever.

Along with feeding the ducks and watching the sunset.

It is always a good way to release that terrible stress from the day.

It is one of the best things I have decided to do lately.

Cute huh:)

So if you are a very deprived child, and have never fed the ducks...

Go and do it this instant.

It may change your life:):):) Well actually, not really but who cares? Have a good day.

messages

Oh ya,

one more:)

Me and Sabrina talked to a certain person,

It went rather well.

Yes, I'm stealing Janelle's idea of calling them

THEM.

[just cause we are talking about the same person]

Well them was listening when we were explaining why we weren't gonna text them anymore.

Them didn't really seem to be listening.

Them was kinda off in their own world.

But towards the end,

them seemed to finally understand the seriousness about what we were saying.

Hopefully them will understand.

And maybe them won't bug a lot of us anymore.

Too much emotion.

Good luck to them:)

And we only did this out of Love for them.