Well that's over.
It's sorta disappointing. You had that moment when you actually felt like someone cared. Then the next thing you know..... It
Sure nothing really happened, But it was still the thought that counted. I'm really sad. But I know that I deserve it. I need to move on. And apparently this person needed to as well. But I will walk away from this as a good person. Holding my head up high, and congratulating the other on their "accomplishment" (if that's what you would call such a thing)
But once again, you let a moment happen where you feel as if someone cares. I think, "Hey, I'm worth it!" But it ends up as something that cuts you deeper. If I didn't already have enough cuts as it is. But alas, I do, and when they start to heal, I do something stupid again and it adds on. Pathetic. I Know.
No you don't really need to know anything else. Besides the fact that I have my eye on someone new:) And I won't let this one go to my head.
As for now, I'm going to act as if It kinda never happened, although it really never did.
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And I know in my right mind that I shouldn't be complaining, but: Work is becoming a Nuisance!!
Yep. I just said that. I had my hours cut from 35 to 22. Why? Because of Corporate.
Oh what a bother. But at least I have a job right? I might as well stick it out till the end. I wish they wouldn't be making all of these changes right at the moment when I am sick of changes. But hey, I've come to meet a whole lot of cool, decent people. I love the people, just not the hours.
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Well I think I've gotten some of my complaining out. Hopefully.
It's sorta disappointing. You had that moment when you actually felt like someone cared. Then the next thing you know..... It
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Sure nothing really happened, But it was still the thought that counted. I'm really sad. But I know that I deserve it. I need to move on. And apparently this person needed to as well. But I will walk away from this as a good person. Holding my head up high, and congratulating the other on their "accomplishment" (if that's what you would call such a thing)
But once again, you let a moment happen where you feel as if someone cares. I think, "Hey, I'm worth it!" But it ends up as something that cuts you deeper. If I didn't already have enough cuts as it is. But alas, I do, and when they start to heal, I do something stupid again and it adds on. Pathetic. I Know.
No you don't really need to know anything else. Besides the fact that I have my eye on someone new:) And I won't let this one go to my head.
As for now, I'm going to act as if It kinda never happened, although it really never did.
**************************************
And I know in my right mind that I shouldn't be complaining, but: Work is becoming a Nuisance!!
Yep. I just said that. I had my hours cut from 35 to 22. Why? Because of Corporate.
Oh what a bother. But at least I have a job right? I might as well stick it out till the end. I wish they wouldn't be making all of these changes right at the moment when I am sick of changes. But hey, I've come to meet a whole lot of cool, decent people. I love the people, just not the hours.
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Well I think I've gotten some of my complaining out. Hopefully.
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